Joss V
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Bother’s Me
It bothers me that there is always a day your name is in a conversation. It makes it difficult to forget you, what you have done to me, what you have put me through, the memories that i no longer want nor need, the way people say that we would look great together, bothers me alot. But yet there is always someone there to remind me that you are still there, how great you are and that you are the best person to be around with. I just want to forget. Everything. Your not that great anymore
I am getting better, i promise. I Swear. But i dont want to think of the memories, i dont want to think about what you have put me through, i want to delete the past and get to where we met and just stayed friends. Im not gonna lie, i had a great time when i was with you, but i do regret it. People say that you shouldnt regret anything in life, but that’s bullshit, I regret you. You hurt me, but im better now. Like i said i promise.
Your a stranger now.. and i want it that way.
People always talk about how great love is, how the feeling tingles the heart, but i feel like no one talks about what happens after when the love is not there anymore. Boy does it hurt. I never want that feeling and as of now i never want to fall in love again to be hurt so badly, its not worth it.
Think of it as a high, love is the high but when thats over you feel absolute shit
Have you ever felt?
Like you don’t know what’s going on anymore. Like you don’t care about anything anymore. You’ve lost motivation to do anything. Your mind is set on too many things that you are confused about your feelings, and you can’t explain how you feel either. The feeling of emptiness, and feeling that barely anyone is there for you. Feeling that no one understands you anymore. And it seems like there is nothing to look forward to anymore.
I shouldnt say that im glad to find out that im not the only one, but i am gonna say that i need to realize that im not the only one and that makes it feel a tad better. Im sure other people have it worse.
(Source: trillsolo, via divinechaos93)
